I am free of drugs! I am still in shock that I could do it. If you read my last blog, I’ve been on Celexa for about 4 years. I’ve tried to go off before but couldn’t.
I am now successfully off! This feels pretty good. No more side effects of something foreign in my system. For those of you who are on medication in no way am I saying you shouldn’t be. I needed to be for those four years and am so greatful it was available to me.
I am just happy that I am free of depression. I thought I’d have to take this stuff for years to come because of chemical imbalancing but that’s been cleared up now and I’m good to go.
It’s great to “feel” again. I was so scared that the paranoia and negative thoughts would come back…the anger, resentment–but it hasn’t. I feel tired and weapy sometimes and I get nightmares now and then but I can deal with that. I’m so excited. Praise God.
If you need it, there is no shame. We are all built differently and I want to make myself clear that had I needed to take it the rest of my life to be okay, I would’ve. (who knows, I may need it again someday) and that’s okay.
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